4th sem starts and started it has...
This time around though something is different. Different in a negative sense.
I simply have nothing at all to look forward to.. 1st sem – C-O-L-L-E-G-E
2nd sem- U realise exactly when do to what kind of masti.
3rd sem- Lets study and see how badly does my branch kick my arse.And oh ya,A new hostel, new roommate , all good friends around u..Promises to be a jolly good time this sem !
4th sem... Ummm.... Well lets see... Campus .. Booze... Hostel masti.. Branch.... I have already explored all of those options.
All that remains is to discover a town which is well stocked BUT smaller than the Univ.
Probably go outside and discover a nearby by tourist spot and burn a rather DEEP hole in my pocket.
Now see i don’t have too much against travelling but i would appreciate my money going into Choco Fudge Brownies rather than tiring myself out on journeys.
Joining clubs .. Working in them is an attractive option though, But in a place having five thousand people , making a name for yourself isn’t easy at a time when 90% of your seniors think of u as a toss bag or someone who is good enough to “run about the campus”.When u see a project crashing in front of your eyes which was supposed to be your “Big Break” , it really does hurt and it hurts worse when u realise that u were indeed a toss bag .Nothing more,Nothing Less.
In such a situation all u can hope is to find the right set of people around u . Which i did and did not.
Having a rather group of acquaintances helps but in MIT, it helps only to a certain extent. Formality parties and Fake smiles are the very tip of the iceberg in that respect.
So when your problems are compounding .. what is the way out. As i see it ,
Go play Ball !
Or join one more club- The Law of averages should hold true.!
Or simply organize another booze party..doesnt take that much effort u know.
Or keep that fake smile and entertaining mood... Might actually convert that fake smile into a real one.
Some prefer to well...Sleep..I am not sure if that works though.
And dare not forget that overdose of sugar in one of those Choco Fudge Brownies !
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well a lot of truth in wat u wrote...wow...no wonder u were i such a crappy mood yesterday...hmmm...now where to begin...well welcome to d 4th sem...all options explored...nothin to do in d free time...want to create a name but cant do due to crappy seniors..fake smiles to fake people....a lot has been goin on in ur mind lately...all things to think bout no doubt....things hav changed...nd things will keep continuin to change...there's no way to stop dis inevitable tide...but d only thing u can do is hold on to those whom u feel r really true wid u nd really care for u...coz these r d peple who will do anythin to keep u happy...rest im sure no one knows how to go along wid d flow better dan u so jus keep on doin dat....nd don think too much...it never helps....trust me on dat...i've done my share...nd jus keep smiling nd givin smiles to other people....
ReplyDeletend well there's always an option of booze,football,choco fudge brownies nd of course vanilla fudge....;D
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