First of all , Pro Show entry is yet to come.. The best rock show ever in Manipal , right after 2 brilliant MUN trips.
Day after is my 3rd sess.6th sem. have studied 8 pages in the last 36 hours , had it been a normal atmosphere, i would have completed most of my portion.
But now i have fallen , i m tired.. plain tired.. mentally , physically , emotionally....exhausted.
I m losing my frnds , maybe temporarily .. but i am , we are bored of each other...there are nights , often nwadays , where Ojas 2 balcony becomes the place to secretly cry , think , stress my brain even further..Never thot i wud do such cheesy stuff.
In that quest for becoming a thinker , a wiseass guy , an intellectual , somebdy who could speak on any topic I want , .... i lost my way..I lost the ability to appreciate niceness..All i could see was presentation/skill/brains.
When people come up and say i really appreciate u dude.. i forgot the line - i really love u dude , .. it grew rare , never noticed it.
Me best frnd , grew 'attached ' to other people whom i know will disconnect sooner or later...and well..a story is about to end with her as well , be mad at me , but i have to let go nw .
i have fought for everything in my life..nothing was served to me on platter , not a single thing , but nw i m tired...
i have lost the ability to fight , to make way for myself.. to work , all i nw desire is home...me family , some close friends and I want to see a genuine smile on my face again...i want to see myself as 16 again.
I felt bad when people told me that i cant love , nw i so wish that was true.Coz it hurts ... so much.
Listen yaar..be mad at me or whatsover , u didnt accept/reject me..u kept me not in the grey area ..but threw me into the abyss...Now.Great u were , good u will be..but we did exactly what we didnt set out to do- Mess it up...
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Sunday, April 4, 2010
A tale of 2 MUNs
ya , Long time since i posted something .. and well , its been a rather amazing sem , activities wise atleast.. and well , somethings hmm ... are in the pipeline. :)
So a Tale of 2 MUNs , sandwiched between first sessionals.
first one - BITS Goa , that place which made me lose my cent percent record in MUNs , kinda expected after my sissy partial chairperson resigned in a movement spearheaded by me , later the mantle was taken by the Russian and American delegates- Respect to Rajan and Gufran,
Of course , its not everyday when u c UK going against USA :P and having incorrect docs , false proof and yet managing to win it .. Nevermind all that , atleast the PRC and Russian Fed dels remain legendary in the campus.
One thing always amazes me , the amount i learn from a MUN. Unparalleled . Every single time i sit on the exec board or as a del of a country, immense knowledge , tact , skill is gained ...U neednt be extraordinaire brilliant,plain common sense , a keen sense of observation , decent knowledge , and to strike EXACTLY when the iron is hot ...
U do that much that the prize is yours.. maybe got struck a bit too hard.
Tellin PRC to apologise to Her Majesty's Great Britain and Northern Ireland when i was presenting facts is not a great way to gain my accolades as a chairperson , and hence I wil make u cry dear Chaiperson , weep , weep blood and i wont give a bloody damn.
great peopple on the trip though , some great females , 25 for a pint of tuborg on the beach and PT playin on the PA , surely this is the promised land.
but no , shitty accommodation, bad council halls and the worst exec board ruined it. Come to manipal boys ,our organizers wil show u the way its done.So del of PRC gets a Special Mention Prize ..
RIIMUN 2010.
Rotary Indian International MUN 2010. got selected as Co-Director WTO thru a selection procedure .. WTO , is something that i always wanted to see , the RIIMUN promised to be huge , although Symbi dominated outright becoz of the venue being Pune and symbi being a power house at MUN and PDs .9 councils and about 250 odd dels.accommodation was fantastic , 3 star hotel at subsidized rates , fud was avail at decent prices , a mun party.. and OMG was hotness prevailed among the female delegates.
a smal contigent of 4 - me rajan rakshit and ankit .. but then gufran and sahil joined us in the fun ... a very good exc board to work with ( not as good as the Manipal MUN , obviously :P) .. a brilliant director to work with in Avinash , gave me full authority to run the council , accepeted my ideas , and well it was mutual.. briliant lad ..
2nd day of council saw some of the best debate , suggestion wise, that i have seen... every single speaker had a good suggestion to put in the draft reso , only where they lacked was to implement it as group.But then , Rakshit n I wil rem the council hall for the awesomely gorgeous girls in our council.. :D lead to Ankit and especially Rajan flocking to the WTO from the SCPC every now and then .
It was a trip worth it , our attendances in college took the toll but then , something has to make way ultimately... :)
Personally i felt the Sec Gen should have been a bit more firmer , cant blame him as i opened up my MUN account seeing Prateek as the Sec Gen.., also the Press Core was reduced to a bunch of Jokers , that part , sorry , not appreciated..
On the whole , out of 3 trips , this was the best one..
and oh , got to eat in McD's after so long!!
So a Tale of 2 MUNs , sandwiched between first sessionals.
first one - BITS Goa , that place which made me lose my cent percent record in MUNs , kinda expected after my sissy partial chairperson resigned in a movement spearheaded by me , later the mantle was taken by the Russian and American delegates- Respect to Rajan and Gufran,
Of course , its not everyday when u c UK going against USA :P and having incorrect docs , false proof and yet managing to win it .. Nevermind all that , atleast the PRC and Russian Fed dels remain legendary in the campus.
One thing always amazes me , the amount i learn from a MUN. Unparalleled . Every single time i sit on the exec board or as a del of a country, immense knowledge , tact , skill is gained ...U neednt be extraordinaire brilliant,plain common sense , a keen sense of observation , decent knowledge , and to strike EXACTLY when the iron is hot ...
U do that much that the prize is yours.. maybe got struck a bit too hard.
Tellin PRC to apologise to Her Majesty's Great Britain and Northern Ireland when i was presenting facts is not a great way to gain my accolades as a chairperson , and hence I wil make u cry dear Chaiperson , weep , weep blood and i wont give a bloody damn.
great peopple on the trip though , some great females , 25 for a pint of tuborg on the beach and PT playin on the PA , surely this is the promised land.
but no , shitty accommodation, bad council halls and the worst exec board ruined it. Come to manipal boys ,our organizers wil show u the way its done.So del of PRC gets a Special Mention Prize ..
RIIMUN 2010.
Rotary Indian International MUN 2010. got selected as Co-Director WTO thru a selection procedure .. WTO , is something that i always wanted to see , the RIIMUN promised to be huge , although Symbi dominated outright becoz of the venue being Pune and symbi being a power house at MUN and PDs .9 councils and about 250 odd dels.accommodation was fantastic , 3 star hotel at subsidized rates , fud was avail at decent prices , a mun party.. and OMG was hotness prevailed among the female delegates.
a smal contigent of 4 - me rajan rakshit and ankit .. but then gufran and sahil joined us in the fun ... a very good exc board to work with ( not as good as the Manipal MUN , obviously :P) .. a brilliant director to work with in Avinash , gave me full authority to run the council , accepeted my ideas , and well it was mutual.. briliant lad ..
2nd day of council saw some of the best debate , suggestion wise, that i have seen... every single speaker had a good suggestion to put in the draft reso , only where they lacked was to implement it as group.But then , Rakshit n I wil rem the council hall for the awesomely gorgeous girls in our council.. :D lead to Ankit and especially Rajan flocking to the WTO from the SCPC every now and then .
It was a trip worth it , our attendances in college took the toll but then , something has to make way ultimately... :)
Personally i felt the Sec Gen should have been a bit more firmer , cant blame him as i opened up my MUN account seeing Prateek as the Sec Gen.., also the Press Core was reduced to a bunch of Jokers , that part , sorry , not appreciated..
On the whole , out of 3 trips , this was the best one..
and oh , got to eat in McD's after so long!!
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